New family member to come :D

Afternoon peeps

Once again im left alone in the office, which means some serious blogging time. and just general screwing around as the work i have been left with is a total wild goose chase, and i am sad to say google doesnt have the answer to everything :( .

After much pleeding and begging the boy has finally cracked and agreed we should get a puppy. yay ( its only taken months). After spending most of sunday and sunday night deliberating and researching breeds we agreed on one of these little cuties

An Australian Bulldog. It was this image that i fell in love with them. Isnt it just adorable. From what i have read they are of good temperment anda family dog and lazy :D just like the new puppies mummy...

We are still debating over a name for the little fella ( i wanted a girl) our short list is: basil ( the boys choice as i refuse to let him name our future ( long time future ) child basil. ) oscar or otis.

I am so excited hoping the time will go quickly and little sachmo ( i like that one) will come to live with us soon. It wont be untill later in the year as alot of mummie dogs have just had puppies and there are waiting lists.

xxx

oh how they grow

Howdy doody

Well we all no how fast babies grow but i cant beleive how fast my little man ( no his NOT mine) has grown,as inspiration from Lori Random Ramblings of a SAHM and her post of how much chop has grown it had me thinking of little Lewis. Just 12months ago i held this little man in my arms at just 7 hours old well weighing in 9pound 13 ounces and 56cm he was never little.

But on sunday he turns the big 1. blue eyes and blonde hair this boy is gunna be a heart breaker. daddies lock ya daughters up.

Muse challenge 5- starrrts noooooow !

Hey hey hey

well Muse challenge 5 has come around fast n #4 was created by Lori @ Random Ramblings of a SAHM. With it all starting from Melissa @ The Things I'd Tell You....Issuing this awsome challenge that kicked it all off.. To spice things up a little and get the creative juices flowing i thought id pick a picture with both person and scenery. You know the drill and if u dont ill let you know, roughly 500 words 48 hours. so get writing and enjoy. i still cant work out this Mclinky thingy so we will go the old fashion way one your done copy and paste your link to the bottom of this post and first one up get to pick the next challenge.... Enjoy

Muse challenge 4 cha ching

Afternoon peeps

Well what a good way to spend a monday arvo doing this next muse challenge from Lori at Random Ramblings of a SAHM. I must also say i am doin my work to of course :D This piccie looks interesting, lets see what i can come up with today.
Secrets

As she stood looking in the mirror she looked her self up and down. What had happend to the little blonde blue eyed girl in that pink sundress ? what had she become? who was she? She was no longer Angela from a small country community she was Jamie upper class brothel worker. You may ask how she ended up here? she was a student studying to be an architect and working her way through college, she had met a girl who worked in the industry who had told her it was the perfect way to earn enough for her fees and have enough left over to play with.

She thought why not! she had always been pretty and able to do it like the best of them, and little extra cash wouldn hurt. Right?

As she pulled on her jeans and jacket she knew what tonight had install, a bunch of sleezy men looking for a good time, all kinds came to her work, single, young, divorced, married, old,men woman but most of all, ALL filthy rich.

As she left her penthouse apartment she walked down the neon lit street, to everyone else she was a nobody but in her world she was the best of the best at just 23 earning nearly two thousand dollars a week. She turned the corner into a dim alley and went in the workers entrance, to be greeted by the friendly faces of her co-workers all dressed in the skimpy sexy outfits they all wore. As she got ready for a nights work, she popped her head out into the bar, " full house tonight" she said to the leggy brunette next to her. " Yeah its been like this since 6 some convention in town" she sighed.

A long night ahead she thought to her self,as she walked out to the bar to see who she could pick up first. She spotted a young man roughly the same age as her, he seemed nervous so she walked over to him. She tried her usual friendly chat, try and loosed him up a bit, he was there with a group of about 6men drinking, playing pool. They started whistling and carrying on as they talked.

They walked off upstairs to one of the tastefully decorated rooms. As she sat on the bed next to him she put her hand on his lap, he flinched. She looked at him " are you a virgin? not that experienced" she asked him. He put his head down. "No none of them " he replied harshly. Curious she had to ask. " are you gay?" he hung his head as a tear slid down his cheek. You would never have picked it she thought. tall muscles, rugged and Manley.

"They dont know do they. You friends i mean" she asked in a soft comforting tone. " No he replied they would disown me." He admitted. " They are all about picking up chicks and " banging" them no offence"

"None taken she laughed"

"ill pay you to just sit here with me till its time " he panicked thinking he was sprung.

"This one is on me " she smiled. "How bout a massage or just a chat?" he nodded in reply.

Once there time was up she returned him down stairs. He put on an act and she patted him on the back, returning to her back room for a martini her self. She sat and wondered how many men were out there in the same situation? hundreds she thought. Surely. She now knew she wasn the only one living a double life.

As the night went on clients walked in and out. That young man on her mind for the rest of the night. As the sun rose she left the building and slowly walked home through the empty streets all the neon lights had been turned off.

Back to collage this afternoon back to her normal life, as normal as she could be.

3rd time lucky

Time for challenge number 3 set by Menopausal Mummaagain some kind of mishap happended on friday and half of it was cut off ....

As we pulled into the drive memories come flooding to he. She had not been here since she left when she was 18. The Family Farm was full of warmth and fun times, but at 18 she just needed to get out. Needed to start her own life.

She went to the city, where she eventually met her husband a magazine publisher and they married and had a son, and now with another one on the way. She decided it was time to take her 2 boys back to the place she had grown up. Where she had learnt to ride a horse. Kick her first ball. run through the fields wind blowing in through her hair.

As the car pulls up she reaches over and honks the horn. Her parents came running to the door, dad clearing the top step running to the car, basically dragging her out the door. To her dad his baby had come home.

As her husband and Logan got out of the car, Logans eyes widened at the sight of the space he had to run, at 2 he had so much energy. As her husband too there bags inside she decided to show Logan where mummie had grown up. Instead of Running through the woods now she walked hand in hand with her baby boy. re-living the momories of the wind in her hair. Running and laughing as a child.

Before she knew it, her dad was calling them in for dinner and it was getting dark, she gathered logan up in her arms and carried him to the house. Together they ate and laughed. With the night closing to an end, she tucked logan into bed and sat with her husband and baby on the porch watching the stars till late.

Muse challenge 3 - :D

Evening All

Time for challenge number 3 set by Menopausal Mumma,. I have been thinking over the last 24 hours what to write. i think i got it so here we go......

As we pulled into the drive memories come flooding to he. She had not been here since she left when she was 18. The Family Farm was full of warmth and fun times, but at 18 she just needed to get out. Needed to start her own life.

She went to the city, where she eventually met her husband a magazine publisher and they married and had a son, and now with another one on the way. She decided it was time to take her 2 boys back to the place she had grown up. Where she had learnt to ride a horse. Kick her first ball. run through the fields wind blowing in through her hair.

As the car pulls up she reaches over and honks the horn. Her parents came running to the door, dad clearing the top step running to the car, basically dragging her out the door. To her dad his baby had come home.

As her husband and Logan got out of the car, Logans eyes widened at the sight of the space he had to run, at 2 he had so much energy. As her husband too there bags inside she decided to show Logan where mummie had grown up. Instead of Running through the woods now she walked hand in hand with her baby boy

I was 26 now and i had returned with my son and husband in tow. I s

Who Doesnt love......

Morning Peeps

My Top Ten Fav things today :D

1) TRASHY celeb GOSSIP - Lara and Michael, oh juicey juicey. Michael yummy yummy

2) Reading - Nothing beats a good book- im currently reading Dear John

3) Doritos- ummm yummmm

4) Coke-a- cola

5) Twilight- Team Jacob - Wooo.... mmmm

6) bbq chicken and chips with extra chicky salt

7) the cuddly and new libra invisable adds

8) coffee.. Oh Sweet Coffee how i love you

9) Tights- yes tights, its the middle season ( me at least) at the moment. To cold for shorts or dresses but not cold enough for trackies.. so i think tights are a happy medium :D Also my fav tights atm are my denium looking ones :D

10) Hoddies- Yes i never thought id say this but my hoddies have made my top ten list. niceand snuggly hood up and ears warm :D


Well thats todays top 10.

cherrio


xxx

Blog Writing challange 2of the Muse wars- changing the life she knew

Oh yay Another challenge. I must admit i love them. This one was set by madmother. i difficult one i must admit ( image is below). but here i go ill give it a shot.




She knew she was different, not the same as the other girls, with there blonde hair and tan skin, she was pale, jet black hair and grey eyes. She Felt NO boy ever wanted her cause she was so different till she met Martin. He was Different from all the rest, his Hair Also Jet black emerald green eyes. she had seen him watching her for a while, he would come into work just to to talk her. He Would ask her how her day was? or what she had planned for the weekend? waiting for the right moment.

Week after week the excuses continued. All of which she knew he knew weren true. Dates she made up that never exisited. She never had much self confidence, and wondered why her? why did he want to spend the evening with her? Till one day he said to her " Tonight, you me dinner 7 o'clock" she couldn say no the words wouldn leave her mouth. She just simply nodded. Little did she know tonight would change life as she knew it.

She dressed in her usual nothing special out fit. Straight hair and smokey dark eyes. Dark denium jeans and a red top. She hopped into her car and drove to the resturant he had asked her to meet him at. Sure enough he was waiting, With a bunch of red roses in one hand as he walked towards her to open her door, and there she was thinking gental men didnt exist. As she hopped out he sweeped her into his arms. " I didnt think you would come" he sighed with relif. she glanced at the clock tower and realised she was an hour late.

"You waited" she said shocked. No one had ever waited for her before.
"I have a feeling about you" he replied.
In shock all she could come out with was " shall we eat"
he giggled " lets go"

An evening she will remember for the rest of her life, an evening filled with laughs, and fun moments.
"Will i ever see you again?" she shyly asked as he walked her to the car.
"You can see me every day for as long as like" he smiled. He knew she felt it too.
She knew it, she knew she had found the one she had spent years looking for, the one who with one glance knew what she thinking or how she felt. The one who changed her out look on life. The one who was changing the life she knew.



Not too happy with this one but this shall do

xxxx

Weird Dreams

Aternoon.

You know those dreams you just can figure out? well i have been having lost of those latley and thanks to http://www.dreammoods.com here a few to help others that may have the same issue. lastest one involved mr chop riding a killer dolphin who was his friend!

Dolphins ( one of mine)
To see a dolphin in your dream, symbolizes spiritual guidance, your intellect, mental attributes and emotional trust. Utilize your mind to its capacity and you will move upward in life. Alternatively, it suggests that a line of communication has been established between the conscious and unconscious aspects of yourself. Dolphins represent your willingness and ability to explore and navigate through your emotions.
To dream that you are riding a dolphin, represents your optimism and social altruism.

Children
To see children in your dream, signify an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. You may be retreating back to a childlike state where you are longing for the past and the chance to satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurtured. Take some time off and cater to the inner child within. Alternatively, the dream may be highlighting you innocence, purity, simplicity, and carefree attitude.
To dream that your own grown children are still very young, indicates that you still see them as young and dependent. You want to feel needed and significant.
To dream that you are watching children but they do not know you are there, is a metaphor for some hidden knowledge or some latent talent which you have failed to recognize.
To save a child, signifies your attempts to save a part of yourself from being destroyed. If you dream that you are separated from your children, then it symbolizes failure in some personal endeavor or a setback in some ideal you had.

Baby
To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies symbolize something in your own inner nature that is pure, vulnerable, helpless and/or uncorrupted. If you find a baby in your dream, then it suggests that you have acknowledged your hidden potential. If you dream that you forgot you had a baby, then it suggests that you are trying hide your own vulnerabilities; You do not want to let others know of your weaknesses.
If you dream that you are on your way to the hospital to have a baby, then it signifies your issues of dependency and your desire to be completely care for. Perhaps you are trying to get out of some responsibility. If you are pregnant, then a more direct interpretation may simply mean that you are experiencing some anxieties of making it to the hospital when the time comes.
To dream of a crying baby, indicates that a part of yourself that is deprived of attention and needs some nurturing. Alternatively, it represents your unfulfilled goals and a sense of lacking in your life. If you dream that a baby is neglected, then it suggests that you are not paying enough attention to yourself. You are not utilizing your full potential. Alternatively, this dream could represent your fears about your own children and your ability to protect and to provide for them.
To dream about a starving baby, represents your dependence on others. You are experiencing some deficiency in your life that needs immediate attention and gratification.
To dream of an extremely small baby, symbolizes your helplessness and your fears of letting others become aware of your vulnerabilities and incompetence. You may be afraid to ask for help and as a result tend to take matters into your own hands. http://www.dreammoods.com
To see a dead baby in your dream, symbolizes the ending of something that is part of you.
To dream that you are dipping a baby in and out of water, signifies regression. You are regressing to a time where you had no worries and responsibilities. Alternatively, it is reminisce of when the baby is in the fetus and in its comfort zone. In fact, some expectant mothers even give birth in a pool, because the environment in the water mimics the environment in the uterus. It is less traumatic for the baby as it emerges into the world. So perhaps, the dream your search for your own comfort zone.

Death
To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.
To dream of your own death, indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life

Feelings through dreams have meanings too such as

Confusion
To dream that you are confused, may reflect your true confused state of mind and the nonsensical events of your dream. Isolate the single element in your dream that is confusing to you and analyze the meaning of that particular symbol. Alternatively, dreams of confusion signifies that you are being pulled in opposite directions or do not know which viewpoint is right

Emotions
Emotions expressed in dreams is a way for people to act out their feelings which they would not normally express if they were awake. This provides a "safe" outlet for these emotions instead of letting them be pent up.

Love
To dream of love of being in love, suggests intense feelings carried over from a waking relationship. It implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life. On the other hand, you may not be getting enough love in your daily life. We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted


Enjoy

xxx

could it be the same? -writing challange from The Things I'd Tell You.... -

Howdy doody

Ok thanks to Lori Random Ramblings of a SAHM i have come across Melissa at The Things I'd Tell You and he wonderful writing challange. i must say im not the worlds best writer but ill give it a shot ay.. Enjoy!

Could it be the same?

Was it that wrong she wondered? Is it that wrong to have what i want for once? Am i running she asked her self? Many would say yes. Yes she was running, running from a life many dream of, a husband who adored her apartment with everything you could possibly imagine in it,a job where she was well on her way to the top of that corporate ladder, a family that loved her. but it seems it wasnt enough for her. She wanted one thing and one thing only....Him!

It was 7am on a cold winters morning, with suitcase in tow she jumped in taxi from her city appartment. "The airport please" she said her voice soft and sweet and almost innocent. Off he sped weaving in and out of the morning mayhem and she stared out the window knowing what shes left behind, knowing that in a few short hours she would be in a different state, far away from the life she had built but being with the one she had once loved for so many years. The rain fell and the taxi sped leaving with her old life fading away in the distance she felt a strange releif.

From the taxi she ran to the check in counter with an hour to spare, and handed over her ticket and bag. " Mrs Jones? excuse me Mrs Jones" In her own little world totally oblivious to what was going on. " yes sorry" she replied " Gate 27 mam" " you leave from gate 27". " Thank you " she replied, and hurried off .

Staring out the big glass windows she watched the planes land and take off knowing her turn would be coming soon. As she boarded she took her seat next to a nice older lady, dressed in a business suit. " where you off to dear" the business lady asked. " Sydney" she replied. " oh any special reason or just a holiday?". "Business " she replied staring out the window with her head down. she wasn't about to tell her that she had left her husband to see long lost love. and to her this was business. Something that needed to be taken care of.

As the plane landed to butterflies grew. Knowing that he was out there waiting for her. Remembering she had contacted him, she was the one who wanted to know if there was still something. She wondered. If there was nothing could she ever go back? back to the life she had?

Heading out, bag in tow, searching. searching for him! Panic set in as she couldnt find him. has he stood her up? did he change his mind or morals. And then she felt it his arms wrapped around her waist as she spun around there lips locked and she knew. She knew from that instant it wasnt the same as 7 years ago. She was wrong!

But now what was she going do? Could she go back?

Dear Mr Weather Man/Lady

Dear Mr Weather Man/Lady once again you have gotten it WRONG. Highly Wrong, correct me if i am wrong but you forecast rain rain and more rain. Sittin in good ol Picco town ( damn the boy is rubbing off me tooooo much) it would be at least mid to high 20's with noo sign of rain. So my Day of doing nothing has gone out the window!
yours faithfully

Gemma


Just a small letter to weather man. Do ya think his like Santa and is watching/ reading ? * giggle giggle*

With the sun finally shining i should probably get my butt into gear and do something Procrastination is my best skill yes that is correct if there is something else to do instead of what i need to be doin, im sure ill find it. . I know food shopping and eating are on my list, oh how i love food :D maybe a spot of house work?Gardening ? ( HA) and a nap sounds good for the rest of the day! who needs sun shine hahahah hehehe

So enjoy the rest of the day im off to eat! oh food glorious food ( so so so hungry)

xxx

Random Photos

I love nothing more then taking random photos. Nothing relaxes more. Like the one below, was taken on Wollongong beach last winter, yes i enjoy wondering the beach in the middle of winter aslong as i dnt get wet :D

The Nxt photo was taken in Jyndi i love the refections off the water

Hell have no rath like a woman scorn

Evening...

I the first time i heard this saying was in Xmen the movie. . Never paying much attention to it till this afternoon, after a hellish week of highs and lows, thinking it was all coming to an end and the worst was behind me. Oh how wrong i was. Some people need to learn some compation looks like i have the long drive to orange all on my own on monday ( still deciding wether to go up on monday morning or the night before) all because a certain company that said boy works for are a bunch of straight out wankers.. its ok for every second man and his dog to take a day off but when its really needed oh no you told us too late... how the fuck were we suspose to know any earlier. Fark! I know my self and ive done it once on my own and i can sure as hell do it again, yes my family will be there but they have there others to take care of. What can i say ... its been a week i wish was over!

My first blog challenge.... OoOoOo

Hidy Ho

Ok so this my first Blog This Challenge......... OoOoOoOo..... i don't really have any idea what im doing but. the theme ( i guess you would call it) is : What would you tell yourself? Would you give advice? What advice would that be?

Well many that know me know that Patience isnt my strongest point, i would tell my self to learn to have some Patience, and realise everything doesn't come at once (which i now know). If i was to give any advice it would be that, you will get hurt and your heart will break but with in time it will heal and you will be okay again, time heals all wounds. I wouldn sit here and tell myself not to do things, because those things, the fun, the pain, the stupid random shit, made me who i am today. the last thing i would tell my self is to just relax have fun and enjoy the ride we call life.

okay first one over and done with... bring on the next one :D heheh

much love

xx